PART 2...................
Well, after I got into it with her, she miraculously decided to change her mind as to where she wanted to be buried. She told my parents that when her time came, that she wanted to be up with our actual family, instead of back with his pedo ass.
So, that goes to tell me that she KNEW it happened. She KNEW I didn't seduce a grown man at age 10 like she accused me of doing. That she KNEW what I said he did to me was true. She never apologized to me though, which is too bad.
I told John and my mother that with her changing her placement for burial, that she did believe me and did not hate me like I thought she did. She hated him and she hated herself for bringing a pedo into our lives and ruining all of ours, especially mine at such a young age.
I'm happy she's finally gone. She was a constant reminder of all that's happened to this family. Now to find out that after I dug my claws into her about all of this last year, that she changed her resting place, it really seems to have lifted up the remainder of the weight I've been carrying all these years and it feels as though that dark cloud that he brought over my life, has been taken away. Simply by her making this decision. Still, an apology from her would have been nice, but I'll take this as an unspoken one.
Well, after I got into it with her, she miraculously decided to change her mind as to where she wanted to be buried. She told my parents that when her time came, that she wanted to be up with our actual family, instead of back with his pedo ass.
So, that goes to tell me that she KNEW it happened. She KNEW I didn't seduce a grown man at age 10 like she accused me of doing. That she KNEW what I said he did to me was true. She never apologized to me though, which is too bad.
I told John and my mother that with her changing her placement for burial, that she did believe me and did not hate me like I thought she did. She hated him and she hated herself for bringing a pedo into our lives and ruining all of ours, especially mine at such a young age.
I'm happy she's finally gone. She was a constant reminder of all that's happened to this family. Now to find out that after I dug my claws into her about all of this last year, that she changed her resting place, it really seems to have lifted up the remainder of the weight I've been carrying all these years and it feels as though that dark cloud that he brought over my life, has been taken away. Simply by her making this decision. Still, an apology from her would have been nice, but I'll take this as an unspoken one.
PART 2...................
Well, after I got into it with her, she miraculously decided to change her mind as to where she wanted to be buried. She told my parents that when her time came, that she wanted to be up with our actual family, instead of back with his pedo ass.
So, that goes to tell me that she KNEW it happened. She KNEW I didn't seduce a grown man at age 10 like she accused me of doing. That she KNEW what I said he did to me was true. She never apologized to me though, which is too bad.
I told John and my mother that with her changing her placement for burial, that she did believe me and did not hate me like I thought she did. She hated him and she hated herself for bringing a pedo into our lives and ruining all of ours, especially mine at such a young age.
I'm happy she's finally gone. She was a constant reminder of all that's happened to this family. Now to find out that after I dug my claws into her about all of this last year, that she changed her resting place, it really seems to have lifted up the remainder of the weight I've been carrying all these years and it feels as though that dark cloud that he brought over my life, has been taken away. Simply by her making this decision. Still, an apology from her would have been nice, but I'll take this as an unspoken one.
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