Sigh, like Priest (Paul Bettany) unto & with Priestess (Margaret Denise Quigley), 'I can't' (in that moment of feeling love BUT have SELF chosen 2 B celibate 4 Jesus-Holy Trinity) though separately with the ugh so called CHURCH, despite Author: Paul L. Williams did work on uncovering Vatican having ties to & with the Mafia, "The Vatican Exposed: Money, Murder, and the Mafia", I NO need NOTHING in between me & Jesus via Luke 17:21 - 22 (it's / HIM inside me), 2 me it's just me & Holy Trinity; & noting from Priestess to Priest: Remember our gifts, our power NO comes from the church, it ALL comes from God - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JMRqY3uc7dw