Jesus's 1st Crew 20 centuries-2,000 years ago DIDN'T have the spirit internally within of past true warriors of heart & spirit I can respect: NON voluntary-NON optional Warrior Achilles-Leonidas-Maximus Decimus Meridius-Ardeth Bay-Aragorn 2nd (Elessar-Telcontar-Thorongil-Estel-Dunadan-Wingfoot)-Alan Dutch Schaefer-John James Rambo, I (personally) DO via Daily & relentlessly Hard core SELF denying, Luke 9:24-Hebrews 11:1-Luke 17:21-22, Warrior allegiance, Christian Caliphate-Jihadism, wrath of Achilles 4 Holy Majesty - King Jesus, do or die trying, housed again (12 years 2 date homeless NO SELF fault via me didn't have $ legal recourse against past slumlord & ETC) or die senselessly homeless (with sense &/or notion of me B-ing BLACKLISTED of-from ANY housing help.